Sometimes, love letters come out of the Lords love story so vividly to me, it shocks me. The way this Creator adores me… loves me… & the way He sees me. I love the season I am in right now in my life, it took me a while to love it… to learn to love it. Being here now though I wouldn’t change a thing, God always brings me through the journey in exactly the right way. So thankful for my Lord who knows me better than I know myself.
Sitting here listening to Jon Thurlow my heart came alive and I stopped everything and sat, waiting on Him, soaking, singing over Him my love and waiting. After this past few weeks of difficulty and discouragement I knew again with all confidence… there is no where else I want to be and nothing else I would rather be doing.
I miss my Jesus every moment I don’t feel Him near (He’s always there, I’m the one who isn’t always there with Him, I walked off to roam) This feeling of being drenched in His love, feeling completely enveloped, strengthened, and driven in Him…Wanting to live pursuing Him and these intimate encounters with Him.
I pray for grace for all who encounter this moment, or moments like I have over the past few weeks. Moments where you feel weak, moments where you feel lost, moments when you are broken and hurt, moments where you hope in something so much bigger than you right now. Moments when you don’t feel the Lord near and you must push your way into His courts, His presence. My hope is for grace that you may draw near to Him for He is faithful and desires to draw near to you… that His word would run swiftly and be glorified in your hearts and lives… may He direct your hearts toward the real Love of you life, and revive you with a holy transformation of light that will ruin you for anything else…